Girl #1 was a no-show. Oh well. Hopefully I'll get on the same bus as her for the 4 hour drive to wisconsin tomorrow. I'll give ya the scoop Sunday night, when I get back.

a hee hee! I asked Girl #1 to come to a party tonight....and she is! yay! More details to come.

Loftus, Loftus, Loftus.......you couldn't just update your site, could you. 1 month without new posts = eviction from my link list. Buh bye.

I had another research paper due today. I wrote it this morning. It was good. Yea I procrastinate. But why do it early if I can write it just as well or even better the morning it is due?

I just wrote this and put it on my AIM profile....But I like it so much, I thought I would post it on here too. And no, I'm not going to do what it says......or at least part of what it says......

As I stand here and stare
At my beautious hair,
I wonder am I vain?
Will my obsession wane?

Long was my woe,
Can I grow a fro?

I think I shall give it a shave,
My sanity it will save!

~~Pretty good, for less than a minutes worth of thought.

yeeeeaaaaaaaaah beeeatch. I'm going to school in Denver next winter!!!!! BOOOOYEA!

I had a dream last night about Ryan VanSickle and Brent Tieri. They were visiting wartburg for some strange reason. For those of you who don't know those names, they were friends from Rockford.....I played basketball with them. Anyways, in the dream, Ryan was just there for some photoshoot....but Brent was going to stay and play football. Apparently he had heard about our team always going far in the Div. III playoffs. At any rate.......that was a little weird that I had a dream abou those two since I haven't seen them since the summer after my freshman year when i visited the Pennutos.

jess mentioned that I should use auto save and word would save my document. Yes, I do use that and it has helped in the past. But this was different.....word just closed. It was weird. And auto save didn't save it for me. grrrr.

*sigh* I wrote/revised a ton creative writing tonight. The kind of writing where I dont' really know what I'm writing, it's just coming straight from the heart or whatever. Then my computer decided to do some wacky stuff and Word suddenly closed. Before I had a chance to save. I lost all of my changes. All of it. Do you have any idea how frustrating that is? I'll never be able to reproduce whatever I had written on those pages. I never really remember what I write. I know I've mentioned this phenomenon before....but it really sucks when you lose your paper do to some glitch in your stupid computer. I wrote some more once I got calmed down again......30 minutes later.....but it wasn't quite the same. I can't be creative and funny when I'm pissed off. P-I-S-T does not spell funny.

hahahahaha......I'll leave that last post up just because it's kind of funny. I read that and I don't even remember going online...either time....crazy. Yea so last night I definitly was feeling a little depressed and didn't want to do anything. I was sitting at my computer watching "Bad Boys II," contemplating whether or not I should do some peotry critiques for creative writing class when my roommate, and two friends came crashing into the room. One of the guys was the kid who I walked with to get ice the night of that big margarita party....if you remember one of the past stories....and the other was the kid who got a bottle of Cap'n broken over his head....once again, a reference to a past story.....so they were like dude. Come with us, we're going to the kegger. Thats about all of the convincing I needed. Even though there weren't a lot of ppl there when I arrived, more came. And there were people there that I hadn't seen in a while or hadn't really had a chance to hang out with. It was a good time. A lot of pot smoking going on in the back room, which isn't my thing. But it was alright, I hung out with other friends when that stuff happened. So that party was fun, except I noticed something that could be either good or bad. When I drink beer, I always buy Bud heavy (in other words, not light). Thats what I drink....it's my trademark, so to speak. While others are choking down keystone light or busch light or Miller light or Miller High Life (which is better than light beer, in my opinion) or coors light or whatever.....I'm the dude with the Bud heavy that everybody covets...and then steals some of it.....*sigh*.....at any rate, so this keg was obviously NOT bud heavy...that would be too expensive....I'm pretty sure it was Miller light. So I'm drinking and drinking, cup after cup, not really feeling what I normally feel. Don't get me wrong, though, I definitly got to that magical point eventually....as the posts below show.....but it took a lot more than usual. So either I'm getting used to bud heavy and light beer doesn't do anything, or I'm actually forming a tolerence. Yes, this skinny body with no fat is working up a tolerence. Reality check. Good thing or bad? Probably bad. Oh well. I'll worry about that later. Peace out.

ok, yea I just posted that. So I went to a kegger tonight, although I wasn't goin to drink tonight. It just kinda happened. Oh well. So I was at the bar, right? And I saw one of the two girls I like there. She wasn't with a guy....and apparently she doesn't have a guy. OOOOOOOOOH YEA!!!!! So I danced with her.....and then she moved on....so It goes at the bar, but......she always searchs me out of the crowd....I don't quite know whats up.....it's weird. So at any rate, she had to leave early 'cause of her rooomie wasn't having fun....so one of my friends is going to put in a good word for me.....or somethin.
Ya know what.....I'm going to go ahead and edit this as soon as I wake up tomorrow. Enjoy and peace!

why is it that girls have to be so damn confusing/stupid????