OOOOH sooo many things are whirling around in my brain tonight.....I thought I'd put some of them down in the blog. Not all of them though, because the wrong people may read it and not understand......you know what I mean G-master. I'm pondering whether I should follow a new path or go down one I've taken earlier, only this old path has new possibilities. The new path once seemed more glamerous and appeasing. Now, though, I'm not really sure I want to go that way. Maybe when I see what that path looks like.....just the entrance......I will change my mind. But this old path.......man.....this old path is looking really good. I won't lie to ya, I began thinking about this old path way back during Christmas break. I think it could be waaaay better than it was the first time I followed it. But at the same time, I remember the stumbles and injuries I had while on that path.....I don't want that again........hmmm......that has been clogging my brain for about a week now..........sorry I had to use an extended metaphor, but I couldn't give you all the details, ya know. Anyway, thats one of the things that has been bothering me.........then there's work, but you all know that old story. I start again on monday. There's another big deal going on in my life, but I can't really post that on a public blog. hmmmmmm in other news, with the aide of my bro's fiance, I've stumbled upon a cheap way to gain a few LBs. I've pondered this idea myself, but it has always been too expensive. Target, though, cleared up that problem for me. Whats the answer? Target Brand Weight-Loss Shakes. Weight-LOSS shakes? YES! When used in the proper form, they help you lose weight. When used my way, it helps gain some weight. See, they are meant to replace a meal or two. I, on the other hand, eat as usual and drink a couple of these when I'm just sitting around. They're only like 50 cents a can. Pretty good deal, considering in Iowa they are like a dollar a can. So thats part of my new plan. For the other part, you'll just have to wait and see.............aaaaaaaaanywhoo. I had to put some of that out on the blog. Someone made the comment tonight that I don't ever update this thing........well, I told you I wasn't gonna do it much.........I'll try to be a lil more consistant, but these things happen. Aiight peace out

I went out tonight. With a girl. It wasn't a date, but I did pay. The only reason I paid was because she had just gotten off a loooong relationship with a guy who always made her pay.....so I thought she'd like it if I paid. I was right. As always. And no the girl wasn't krissy. So we went to the movies on something other than a date and it would have been fun if we could've avoided her annoying college friend. We didn't. That sucked. She agrees that he's annoying, but I guess she just puts up with it. I almost couldn't. So that wouldn't have been bad, except he and his friend followed us back to her house. More annoying stuff. I just wanted some time to sit and talk or something, ya know? Didn't happen. I feel empty. I'm going to bed now. I've been reading Hemingway lately. Notice?