and to make matters worse, which actually made me very mad right now and I may have to go out on a walk now to cool off.....the gophers lost because they gave up 31 points in the 4th quarter. I have to leave, otherwise I'll throw this damn computer on the ground, I'm so pissed right now.

*sigh*, let me just say....thank goodness for late night people. If I didn't have someone to talk to in the lounge tonight, then I would've done some stupid. Thankfully, one of my favorite people was there and we had a good long conversation. It was very theaputic.

today is outfly. None of you know what that means, so here's an explaination I gave earlier:
justfromg: did ya ace it?
bbeastieboyfan88: ace what
justfromg: the test
bbeastieboyfan88: what test
justfromg: the one you had to take this morning
bbeastieboyfan88: noooo outfly is a school tradition
justfromg: ohhh
bbeastieboyfan88: it can be anyday of the week before december, but usually happens before homecoming
bbeastieboyfan88: the president of the school decides and it's a big secret, and then he tells the student body prez, who tells the mens cross country captain
bbeastieboyfan88: then the cross country captain calls of the guy cross country runners and they wake everybody on campus up at 6:30 by running around campus and through the dorms wearing only whitie tighties
bbeastieboyfan88: and then everybody meets at the victory bell and then the president declares the day outfly and all classes are cancled
bbeastieboyfan88: so I don't have any classes today nor any homework for the weekend

So I'm getting pretty pissed off at my roommate. He stayed up all night like I did finishing his homework. Here's the difference though, I actually went to class and he skipped class. What sense does that make?!?! He's also in Intro to Sociology, the same class that I had last year that had that mamouth paper and I left off the main writing until the final week. What is he doing? Absolutly nothing. Even though I procrastinated that last writing, I had the other smaller parts done on time and handed in when they were due. Today he was supposed to have the Introduction finished. All he needed was two encyclopedia sources and he was good. You end up changing it once you actually write the paper anyways. But no, he didn't do it and he could be working on it now. What is he doing? Sitting and playing on his computer. It makes me so mad because the difference between him and me is that I procrastinate and then get the stuff done. He procrastinates and then just doesn't do the stuff. The other night he started studying for a massive test at 1:30 the morning before. He was also supposed to have 130 pages read for this test. Can you guess what he did? Can you? He wrote a half page worth of notes and read about 3 pages and then quit and went to bed. He took the test at least, but I'm pretty sure he utterly failed. ugh. I'm mad at him.

Yup it is most definitly 4:30AM and I'm still awake. Tomorrow may be a rough day. Oh well. I had a ton of British Lit. reading to do and then I talked to a friend from like 3 to 4. She's one of the few people on campus that I can relate with....actually she's probably the only person on campus. She's an English major AND her dad's a pastor. Though we are a little too much alike, it is just easy for me to discuss issues regarding faith and then the whole issue regarding English as a major and how there really is nothing you can do with it and we don't want to be teachers. We both agreed that it would be nice if the government would pay us money to sit and read books and then write papers about the books. Of course this would never happen, but it would be a dream job.....oh well. Off to bed for me!

This week is so busy with wacky class schedules, people coming to visit, big homework assignments looming over my head, messed up work schedules, doctors appointments....and other random stuff. I was just sitting here trying to remember what classes I have tomorrow and what ones have been canceled and if I have band and if I have my trombone lesson and wowzas....so much crap. bye.

Small, Trivial things that bug the heck out of me:
Waking up in the middle of the night to answer the phone, only for the person calling to hang up as soon as you answer.
The first 30 seconds of a dorm shower where the water is freezing cold.
Hoses that span sidewalks, thus defeating the purpose of riding a scooter to class.
Realizing as you are almost asleep for the night, that you do indeed need to pee.
Laying down for a nap after a long day, only for your suite-mate to come in and turn on his music super loud.
Getting to my first class and realizing you forgot to grab something to write with.
Light bulbs burning out.
Running out of clean clothes.
Your roommate drinking your last can of pop.
Sitting through a 2 hour class with a runny nose and no Kleenex.
Setting your alarm clock for PM instead of AM.
Running out of time during the day and having to take a shower instead of eating lunch.
People who assume that everything is your fault.
Your roommate sitting and watching t.v. at 3:30 AM on a Sunday night.
Your favorite drink in the caf. is the one that is ALWAYS out of order.
Pencil Sharpeners that don't work and ruin your colored pencils.
CD's that skip.
Accidentally ripping a hole in your favorite pair of boxers.
People who think they can get away with not taking a shower for a few days....when they can't.

a quick update on my quest to grow out my hair again: It is no longer short anymore, but it is not long either. It has now entered the long and much feared "weird stage." This is the period where there really is no way to comb it so it looks good. But yet it isn't long enough for me to stop combing it, nor has it started to be curly. It's just weird. But I have to get through this horrible period in order to get to the fun curliness again.....which is one of the main reasons I reeeeallly didn't want to cut my hair in July. But it was just getting annoying. Oh well.

ugh....I did absolutly nothing today, and I have soo much homework to do tomorrow. I seriously hate myself right now. And I usually love myself....frightenly in fact.

I scored a 71% on the "How Lakeville HS(MN) are you?" Quizie! What about you?