Wow...so tonight was another way fun night. Even though about 5 hours ago I didn't think it was going to be. My night started out with me hanging out at my room....where I was the ONLY one drinking...and even then, I was just kind of drinking socially. You know, not to get drunk...but to have a "good time." Plus, we had a couple of prospective students here, so we couldn't have a party. That was too bad, but really alright. So yea, I was sitting here in my room waiting until after 10pm, which was the time where I was going to go to a party with those 4th year girls I mentioned in the previous post. Well, I ended up going over there at about 10:30 and I just left at 3:00! Wowzas! It was a fun time. I don't know what it is about me, but ever since I first came to Wartburg, I've ALWAYS had more fun with older students. Tonight, for example, there were a few people my age, but they left early. So for about the last 2 or 3 hours, it was me and a bunch of 4th years. And I mixed in just fine. I don't know what it is. I mean, granted I'm pretty good friends with a lot of those girls, and by default I'm at least aquaintances with their guy friends.....including the student body President and Vice President. It was a good night.
Something else interesting has possibly evolved over the past couple of days....but with incredibly poor timing, as always. Last night was one of those nights where I started noticing a girl (older, of course) in a different light than I normally do. It wasn't a really big deal last night, other than we talked about 10x more than we have in the previous 2 years.....but it was still fun hanging out with her. Now tonight, on the other hand, may have been different....different in that the situation was not the same as it is when I see her in passing. Maybe the difference was that I was finally included into an inner circle....but either way, I definitely see her in a new light. But what poor timing! I always fall for girls when I'm about to leave or when they're about to leave. Damnit! I dunno...except it's almost 4 a.m. and i need to go to bed. alone.........*sigh*