I don't know what's been the trouble lately. The last couple of days I haven't really felt myself. There are few times that I truly am bummed out. Normally something bad happens and I'm sad or depressed for part of the day and then I forget about it. Like if I do poorly on a test, I'll feel bad for the morning, but by suppertime I feel like my normal self. I guess I'm generally a happy person. So I wouldn't say that I'm feeling sad or anything....I'm just not happy. Small things that shouldn't piss me off have gotten on my nerves as of late. It could be because one of my roommates acts like a dick 90% of the time and I'm just getting sick of ignoring him. Now I give him a chance to knock it off and if he doesn't, then I just leave the room. Just seconds ago I stopped playing a video game with him right in the middle 'cause he was being stupid.
So that could be why I'm not being myself...but I don't know. I hadn't realized that anybody else noticed anything....in fact I don't really think anybody had, until Meredith said something about it. So that's bad.
I think I'm also a little sad that the semester is almost over and then I'll have to leave all of my friends here and go to Denver. The people I'm going with are pretty cool and I would call some of them "aquaintences" but not really friends. Not friends like the ones I have at Wartburg. *sigh* I don't know.
Usually when I feel like this I'll sit down and write a couple of chapters of my story I'm working on....but my dorm room really isn't a good atmosphere for writing. There's way too much noise and distractions. So I can't even use writing as an outlet. And that's pretty much the only outlet I really have.