ok, I wasn't going to post when I was intoxicated, but I need to communicate this to someone, and meredith isn't here...so.....tonight I went to a party on the corner of 5th and 4th and hung out with people I didn't know except for the student body prez, a kid that is in one of my classes, two of my roommates, and a girl from MN. The party was decent, except everybody left after a little while and then I had to come back to campus. Since I walked there, it sucked a little bit, but there was a DD and so it wasn't so bad. So I came back to my dorm, but then I talked with a MN chick about my possible feelings toward a 4th year girl and what I was doing about them and such. And she kinda convinced me to say something to this chick. But I wasn't convinced.....so I went and talked to a few other 4th year dudes that know this chick pretty well. They thought the situation was "interesting" and "sucky" at the same time. But the end result was that they thought that I should say something to her, but without making it "weird." Which is tough, I know. So tomorrow, I think, is the big day and I'm pretty sure I am going to say something to her. At the same time, I'm worried because of the whole Wartburg West thing and I don't want her to worry about anything and I definitely don't want anything to ruin her last term of her 4th year in college. *sigh* so much to think about. At any rate, I at least need to wait until she wakes up, gets ready, and leaves the place that she's living in in Marsheltown, IA....which has to be at least 2 hours away. OH THE DRAMA! man.....if only life were easy