Tuesday, March 04, 2003

oooog.....I gotta poop....I smell bad....and I am tired....but I will still post for ya. I decided that I am NOT going to cut my hair. As long as I've made it this long, I might as well keep going, ya know? On the gas station front, I've decided that I hate my job even more. I wouldn't wish this job on even my worst enemys. If I can get a job with Saienga's job or at a library, I will most likely take it. The only thing that would keep me at S.A. is pay. PAY! Isn't that amazing what the real world will do to ya? I've turned into an all-out hypocrite. The only reason I stayed at Snyders was because I loved that job. I loved the work, people, and hours. The pay, on the other hand, was crap. But I didn't care. Love for the job out-weighed love for money. Now here I am working at a horrible job, just so I get some more money......and I hate myself for it.....but what can I do, ya know? I need to help pay for college! Wartburg's tuition (minus room and board) went up nearly 10% for next year. 10%! that is an unbelievable amount! Do our scholarships go up to balence this increase? Of course not! So I am losing money now....dangit. It's a good thing I love wartburg so much......thats all I can take tonight. I'm tired and I gotta work again tomorrow. Peace owitz