The Party Lifestyle.

I go back and forth with so often with this. Maybe it's because I'm away from school and crave some action. Maybe it's because I'm away from the 2YG and am not thinking about what it's like when I'm with her. Maybe because I'm working on my third (quality, not crappy) beer of in the last hour and a half. I dunno. I'm suddenly missing a good, solid, crazy, drunken party. The comraderie. The silliness. The memories. The stories. I really haven't had much of that this year. Partly because my best partying buddies were gone for the first half of the year, and partly because of the 2YG. Sometimes I think that I've had enough of that stuff that I don't really need it anymore. Sometimes I think that I haven't been to a good party in the last two years. A good house party is hard to come by nowadays at Wartburg. They're always overcome by the jocks. Some jocks...a select few....are cool, but other than them...the parties are lame. The same slutty girls, the same spikey haired guys.....lame, lame, lame. I'm not a fan of drugs, but the stoner parties that I used to attend were by far better. Just better people, and a better variety of people. Of course, I'd never attend those same parties now, because of past history with some select people...but still. It's hard to find a good party on campus/off campus now.

I guess it's hard to seperate myself from the 2YG come the weekend...'cause I know I'll want to be with her when I'm drunk, but those lines can't cross. They did once...and it was bad, bad, bad. She's not that type of girl at all. So that means I'd have to choose a party over her. And I don't think I want to do that....but I feel like I'm missing out on something. Like right now...I just want to forget the future and party. ARGH!

Whatever. The 2YG just called and I said I'd call her back in a sec. 'cause I was writing something. I wanted to finish my thought here, 'cause it matters to you all as well as to me. Ok, I'll post something else before I go back to school on Sunday. Have a good day!