I went to the New Year's eve party. Yup, when as horribly bad as I suspected it would. Too many people read this for me to go into details without getting into trouble....but yes, it was bad. Pretty much the best part was when I sat down and talked to Anna for the first time since we broke up right before our first year of college. Topic of Conversation: What the heck happened? I can't tell you what she said to me, (Yes, I remember...but I just don't think I should post it on the internet....even if you personally ask, my lips are sealed) but it was good to get some closure and finally understand. If you didn't hear about that whole ordeal, basically she and I were going to take a trip to Rockford when the morning of the trip she called and told me she couldn't go "for reasons she couldn't tell me." Well that pissed me off....but I still went and hung out with Chad's parents. Then when I got back, I couldn't get a hold of her for a few days up until my Birthday. On that day, I was going shopping with someone from Rockford (For those who care, it was Steph Jones) and I asked Anna if she wanted to come....she said no and hung up. Once again, I was pissed but didn't want to deal with it at that time. Then, I couldn't get a hold of her for literally over 10 days. And that really made me mad, so eventually it got to the point where I just wanted to talk to her so that we could break up....and that's what happened. So for about a year and a half now, I have had no idea why she acted the way she did...until New Year's eve. And now....I dunno. I guess that's that.
New Year's day, I finally got to celebrate CHRISTMAS and open presents. I got some cool stuff. Pretty much after New Year's eve, I have hung out with the Fam....and not really with friends. The night before G-Master left to go back to Texas to finish National Guard Training, I hung out/talked with her at her house from about 11 to 12:30...it was good to say bye before she left.
Tonight I went to a Now and Then reunion of every N&T group member from when I was a Soph. to the present group members. I was a little wary of how it would be.....like if it was.....weird....but it ended up being really fun and i stayed from 8:30 until about 3am....wowzas, I know. It was good seing the N&T members that were Seniors when we were sophs. Craziness.
Now, Tomorrow I have church and getting ready for class and monday afternoon I leave to go back to school and classes resume on tuesday. *sigh* My break is over. Oh well, it will be nice to get going again.
Ok, I updated my blog and now you guys can cease to hate me. Jess....that's for you.