Well last night sucked big time. I've been preparing myself for it for a couple of months now...but that didn't stop it from hurting. For those of you who don't know what's going on, I had basically cut one of my Wartburg friends out of my life...for the time being, that is. It would've sucked if it was just a normal friend, but this was my so-called "Best Friend." Not now.

Too much crap has happened between us in the past few months. Too much. I couldn't take it any more. I drew a line in the sand and she didn't cross over it with me. So that's that. I don't know how long it will last, but that's the situation right now.

Also, because of that whole situation, I've been censoring a TON of stuff and feelings lately. Now I'm not going to bring up any of the past stuff or things regarding her because that's none of your business. But now I can be free to post more stuff. So this can cease to be a purely SA journal now. Yay!

Speaking of college....I have my own room this year. Personally, my favorite part of the room is my computer set-up in relation to my fridge. Fresh beer is only an arm's length away. Always a good thing.

Along those same lines....I'm supposed to play in band tomorrow morning. Although it's not required, we're supposed to be there. I don't want to go. For a few different reasons. The former "Best Friend" included. We have a rehearsal this afternoon that I'll probably go to, but the chances of me going tomorrow morning range from slim to none.