Wow....I'm in a really weird state of mind right now. I just got done watching a movie with someone out here....more on that in a little bit. I feel like I'm back at home during the summer time. It's the middle of the night...I've had a few drinks...and I can't sleep. So here I am, sitting downstairs typing away, listening to Pink Floyd (The Wall). Which is making me a little paranoid...but you know, that'll happen occasionally. I was just sitting in the dark, but I kept on getting freaked out, due to the music....so I had to turn on the lights. hahahahaha....it's a good thing I don't smoke pot. yeah.
So anyway, lately I've been hanging out a lot with one girl in particular out here. Her personality kind of reminds me of Suz....only nicer...but still....that should be a warning sign. She's kind of the flirty girl and I can't tell if she like me or not, or if she's just being flirty. Like the other night, I was just kind of sitting around doing nothing, since I really didn't feel like drinking, but she and I ended up going to the bar across the street for a drink. Well, I happened to see a few guys that I met there last weekend and they asked what I was up to as me and this girl were leaving...and just said, "oh, just going out for a drink." It was just among two friends, but as I said it, I was aware that it sounded like we were on a date...but she said nothing to clear it up. Then I watched a movie in her apt. while she worked on a project. Then today, we were at the premiere of "The Year of the Yao" in downtown Denver with a bunch of Wartburg people and she and I ended up leaving early together. Innocent, I know. She went out to eat with some family, but then later on she and I went out together for a few more drinks. *BUT* as we were walking to the bar, she was like...."I want to get somebody's number tonight" so she's not interested in me, huh.
But at the same time, I get these vibes from her...especially when we were watching the movie tonight...and then were talking afterwards. But at the same time, she talks about how a lot of guys think she's flirting with them when she's just being nice. Grrr. It's weird.
And then there's Ann. hmmmm. And I have no idea what's up there. Absolutely no idea. I'd be so much easier if I had a clue of some sorts....but i got nothing.
And with that, I'm going to bed. I'll probably have to talk this over with Meredith tomorrow. So it goes.