I am pissed off tonight. I haven't been pissed off in a looong time....but I am tonight because one of my roommates betrayed me. I think I mentioned that I have been trying to get with this girl across the hall for like....what....a week or two weeks now? And I've put in the time, and I've done the research....like asking subtle questions in conversation to see if she's still with her boyfriend...and I'm about 90% sure she's not. But then the other day, this roommate heard me talking about her and he's like "oh, I didn't know she and her boyfriend broke up"....and I'm like, yea...I think they did. Then today one of her roommates was over and it came up that this kid had been over there a lot lately and was flirting with her and whatnot....like it's a big coincidence that he suddenly has an interest in her now...
I can't believe that he would do that. He knows that I like her. And he knows that I was attempting to get with her...but yet he still stabbed me in the back. And I know my place, there's no way I can compete with him looks-wise....my only hope is that someone (and it can't be me, obviously) sets her straight and informs her of how crappily he treated his last two girlfriends --- he was with this one chick for a long time, then he broke up with her...then they got back together, and then he broke up with her. Then she went back home for the summer (in a different state) and he dated a girl here in town for the summer, only to break up with her for the sole reason of getting back with the previous girl, who he'd broken up with twice already. I mean seriously. ARGH. Then, tonight, when he invited this girl across the hall over (I had already gone over and talked to her, but she was doing homework and I didn't want to bother her too much) and I left because I was sooo pissed off, the one person on campus I could REALLY talk to about this was busy. So I'm still sitting here. Wide awake. Fuming. And I have an early class tomorrow. But I can't go to bed because I'm so pissed. So I think I'm going to write. I'm in a writing mood. Tonight, Geoff Anderson (a character in my book/story) is going to screw over David Weid (another character, who may resemble me...but not really). That is, if I get there.....several chapters have to happen first.