I think I may be an insomniac....either that or I should never have caffine after midnight. At any rate, here I am at 6:30 am and I haven't gone to sleep yet. Granted, I took a two hour nap this evening.....or wait....tuesday evening....but still. How is it that I am so wide awake right now? Like seriously, I feel no need at all to go to bed. My eyes aren't even drooping. It's pretty dang crazy. I wish my roommate wasn't sleeping so I could pack for tomorrow.....but he is and i don't want to wake him..........
A little background info is needed for the following story......nearly every night there is about 5 students who always do homework in the lounge until way late. A lot of talking and gossiping goes on down there and if you aren't doing homework that night, then you know everyone is talking about you. On of these people, ironically enough, is a girl that I asked out last year. Super smart, music major, awesome girl.....only she shot me down. Fair enough, and it didn't really bother me that much. In fact I don't even think about it when I sit and talk with her.
So.....this past saturday I got back from a little get together and I wasn't thinking clearly......and I accidentally mentioned to one of the "Late night crew" that I still thought this girl was rather attractive. Not meaning that I liked her that way (we are just way too alike: English majors, love music, her dads a lutheran pastor, loves to write.......and I think i need someone who is different than me), plus she tends to criticize certain actions of mine.....but yes, she is an attractive girl. So the next day I regretted what I said because I knew it would get back to her in a hurry.....and it sure did. She didn't change when she talked to me...but I knew. So tonight I cleared the air and told her what was really going on. That was interesting to say the least. I won't lie to you, I was a little disappointed when she said she felt the same way (of course, that was after I told her that although she was attractive, I didn't like her that way.....so who knows how she really feels).
yea.....that was interesting.