well..........now I'm just plain depressed....When I'm at school, I look forward to the breaks. Once I get home, though, I miss college life and want to be back with my friends. Plus, I just watched Monster's Ball and it made me depressed.........On top of that, I found out tonight that my sister-in-law will be going off to Iraq mid-January and will be gone for a year. Once she gets back, my brother will probably go over there and be gone for a year himself...........damnit.........this just sucks........I'm sorry if you don't want to hear about it, but this is the worst case senario for me........if they could somehow (he's trying with all his might) go over together, it would be better, but those chances are slim. They were away from each other sooo much already this year..........aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrgh!!!!! I need a girlfriend or something right now, because I am REALLY down in the dumps.........family won't cut it right now.............damnit............